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1. Prologue pps 11-13
It was a grey Friday morning in November; heavy rain-bearing clouds and thunder
rumbled down from the tops of the Sierra Nevada mountains, shrouding the
yellowing countryside in a pale mist and divesting it of colours, making the
houses in Alhacén seem even more impoverished than they were and the olive trees
spare and infertile.
In the centre of the town it was still, almost deserted.
There were only a few people walking in the streets, only a few cars slowly
driving along them. The spa and the hotels had their doors open, but most shops
and eating places had rolled down the metal shutters and locked the doors, here
and there a sign announced that they were closed.
The gathering began in the outskirts of the town, in the
market place between the town hall and the bank; an amazing throng of people
dressed in clothes reserved for formal occasions; most with flowers; some with
whole bouquets, others a single flower. It continued up the steep, narrow
street that snaked its way up towards the church - a rather ordinary,
medium-sized, early twentieth century church – became denser in the streets
around the church, crammed into the church square and packed the cemetery to
overflowing.
"Lord, grant him eternal peace."
The voice of the priest didn't carry far, but those sitting
and standing at the front by the open grave answered: "And let the eternal light
shine over him," and the answer swelled like a wave backwards and outwards
across the gathering, reaching the market place minutes later. There weren't
many with a place to sit; most were young and mentally handicapped.
The priest raised his eyes from the prayer book and looked at
them as he concluded the ritual: "May he rest in peace."
"Amen."
He returned his gaze to the prayer book, then shook his head,
as if confused, and closed it again. Looking down into the open grave, he said
slowly: "May our Lord Jesus Christ, God the Father who rules on high let the …"
He suddenly began to cough and had to turn away from the grave. When he turned
to the crowd his face was red and his eyes were running. He mumbled something
to himself, then went on: "Let the eyes of our hearts be filled with light." He
started coughing again. When the fit was over he smiled quickly, raised his
eyes to those standing nearest the grave and said: "Let the eyes of our hearts
be filled with light… That will do, that's enough. Amen!"
Those nearest to him were startled; they looked at him as if
they were expecting more. He nodded to them and with a gesture of his hand
signalled that it was over. A few seconds passed, then a tall woman in a dark
grey costume and a veil stood up and rested her hand on the shoulder of a boy
with Down's syndrome. He stood up and together they moved towards the grave.
The boy looked at her, she nodded, and he threw a bunch of wildflowers into the
pit. She followed suit with a single orchid. They walked away and disappeared
quickly among all the others as they closed on the grave and threw flowers into
it before leaving the cemetery; some with composed formality, some with obvious
sorrow, others with slight smiles. The graveside ceremony took almost two
hours; by then the grave had been full of flowers for quite some considerable
time and the last mourners had to reach up to place their flowers on the top of
the heap.
Finally only the woman in the dark grey costume was left
standing by the grave together with the priest, who looked tired. She placed
her veil over her hat, gave him a fleeting, grief-laden smile and left.
A tall man wearing a raincoat was waiting for her by the exit
gates.
"That's over with then," he said.
She shot him a rapid glance, then looked away. "Yes, it is,
isn't it."
A distant roll of thunder resounded from the mountains.
"We haven't spoken," the man said. "I think we should talk.
What about a glass of wine? A snifter? I need a snifter after this."
"Is there anything to talk about now?" She hunched her
shoulders and looked across at the church, at the closed door. "You said it
yourself. It's over. Whatever remains to be done is your business, not mine."
"Have you no idea what happened here?" he said with a sudden
passion, almost a fury, but it was not directed towards the woman.
Once again she looked at him before turning her eyes away.
He took hold of her arm. "Please. You knew him better than
I did. Tell me who … tell me all you know about him. Please."
She made no move to free herself. She opened her mouth,
closed it again, and after a long silence she said:" I don’t know anything any
more."
2. Chapter 2, Part I - The Water, Pps 29-32
(...)He took
a seat in the golf buggy, set off cautiously and drove to the driving range.
That was the really good thing about Mondays. It was the day he had a chance to
practise properly for a few hours. He did a little practice every day, apart
from at weekends, but only on Mondays could he put a decent stint in. He was no
great shakes as a golfer, and never had been, but he was good enough to enjoy
his golf. At the present time he had a handicap that fluctuated around 16 and
that was probably about as good as he was ever going to be; at his age what
mattered most was keeping things going, replacing lost energy with a better
technique, greater precision and more astuteness when playing the holes. It
required practice, though.
He worked systematically through the short irons and took a
little break before starting on the six-iron; he swigged at the water, sat down
on one of the benches with a towel over his head and lit a cigar. The sun was
baking hot, there was no-one to be seen and not a sound to be heard, only the
occasional dull thud as they loaded earth onto the lorries somewhere out of his
sight. The range was not staffed on Mondays - everyone was doing building or
maintenance work - and his golf balls were the only ones to be scattered across
the grass, clearly showing how well he had struck the ball or not. He smoked
unhurriedly and felt the calm that practice always brought him; a
meditative-like state, a state of being without thoughts; and he sat like this
for a long while, gazing across the driving range. It was a mere 230 metres
long - too short for the really big hitters - with eight driving mats; but the
location was beautiful. Facing you as you hit the balls, behind the level
ground which the last six holes would be built on, was an olive grove, and
behind that the mountains towered up against the horizon.
He dried his hands and face, put his cap on, grasped the
six-iron and performed a couple of gentle practice swings through the air. He
had just nudged the ball into position with the tip of his shoe when he heard
footsteps on the gravel path behind him. He turned to see two figures coming
towards him, shimmering in the heat haze. It was only when they were quite
close that he could see that it was Consuela and a boy with Down's syndrome. It
was difficult to tell his age, but Bernard guessed that he had to be in his
mid-teens.
Bernard lifted his hand in greeting and Consuela waved back.
The boy half hid behind her when she came to a halt. He was relatively tall and
well-built with the typical chubby appearance that Mongols have - Bernard had a
vague intuition that it had become politically incorrect to use the word
‘Mongol’, but it was too entrenched within him to stop himself thinking it. He
had never had any close contact with anyone suffering from Down's syndrome and
knew little about the condition except that it was caused by a chromosome
defect. Perhaps it wasn't popular to call it a condition or a defect, either,
for all he knew. At any rate, he didn't know what to do with the boy, whether
he should greet him or act as if he wasn't there. "Hi," he said, more or less
directing it at both of them.
She smiled and he could see that she was aware of his
dilemma. "Hi. This is Jorge.”
He nodded to the boy and smiled tentatively. "Hi, Jorge."
The boy backed further into his retreat behind Consuela. She
was dressed only in faded jeans and a grey and blue man's shirt, with worn
trainers on her feet.
"He’s shy," she said. "And speech-less. But he’s quick and
good-natured."
"Okay." He smiled again, but felt ill at ease. What did
‘speech-less’ mean? That the boy didn't understand a thing and that they could
talk about him as if he weren't present, like a dog or a cat? Or simply that he
was unable to formulate his own thoughts? It would better to confine himself to
neutral territory. "It didn't take you long to find your way here." He
realised that he was still standing with the club in his hand and put it down on
the mat.
"I'm curious." She smiled broadly and he noticed the scar
between her eyebrows deepen and become more conspicuous when she smiled.
She turned and looked across the driving range and the boy -
Jorge, he remembered; at least he had a name - turned with her to stay in the
position of semi-concealment behind her. "So this is a golf course."
"This is the driving range." He pointed towards the
teeing-off area for the first hole. "The course itself begins over there. You
can't see anything from here."
She gave a low laugh. "That much I do know. I've seen golf
on TV, naturally."
"I beg your pardon. You never know with people. But you
must have done some sport?"
"Oh? Why’s that?"
"You give that impression. I mean you look fit."
"Thank you. Yes, I’ve played a bit of handball. I played in
the second division for three years, but the demands became too great.
Afterwards I just played for fun, in lower divisions. Now I don't do anything.
But golf looks funny on TV."
"Would you like to try?" He made a hand gesture towards the
golf clubs."
"In fact, they’re men's clubs, but that doesn't matter much
the first time."
"Love to." She picked up the club he had thrown down but he
took it out of her hands and gave her an eight-iron instead. Then he showed her
how to grip the club and how to stand; made her try a few slow, gentle practice
swings; and when they seemed fluent enough he rolled a ball in front of her and
suggested she had a go. The club head fizzed through the air a centimetre over
the ball which quivered on the golf tee and then fell off. Consuela whistled.
"It isn't as easy as it looks."
He smiled and shook his head. "That’s the mystery of golf,
that is. It's much more difficult than it seems. The game’s simple but it's
not easy, if you know what I mean."
Jorge had moved away as this was going on. Bernard squinted
across to see if he was showing any signs of fear or anxiety, but the boy seemed
more interested in what they were doing. Bernard gave Consuela a few more tips
and she tried again. This time the club struck the mat ten to twelve
centimetres in front of the ball which flew straight, travelling at just half a
metre off the ground and coming to rest about fifty metres down the range.
"Shit!" she said. "That’s not how you’re supposed to do it, is it?” Her face
took on a fierce, irritated expression and the edge of her scar seemed whiter
and deeper. He was just managing to conceal his smile when she struck the third
ball with the toe-end of the club and sliced it badly; it made a wide arc and
disappeared somewhere to the right of the range.
She let go of the club. "It is difficult," she exclaimed in
wonder.
3. Chapter I, Part II - The Maelstrom, Pps 135 – 138
(...) Only once in all those years did Bernard hear a blue whale sing. It
was a misty September evening, one of those strange evenings that follow an
impenetrable, milky white day when the light never quite came through the wooden
shutters and the darkness never fell, but the white turned to grey and nothing
had any colour.
They sat for a long time on boulders on the beach and were
silent. Bernard made patterns in the sand with a stick while listening to the
foghorn on the headland and watching the cone of light from the lighthouse being
swallowed by the mist. His father just sat there completely still, listening and
listening. And then there was the sound. It was not Earthly; it seemed
artificial, as if it somehow came from outer space; helpless signals from a
satellite off orbit, or codes from an undiscovered civilisation in another solar
system, another galaxy trying to establish contact.
The father stood up and walked right up to the water’s edge,
with Bernard a few steps behind him, and then it happened: He answered the blue
whale. He bent himself double and something happened in his throat and he began
to emit clicking sounds and suddenly he broke out into whale song. He had the
gift of whale language. Bernard started to cry, but his father didn’t notice; he
just continued to sing as Bernard stepped back from the water’s edge and sat on
a rock crying noiselessly with his quilted jacket pulled tightly around him. And
suddenly the blue whale responded, at least that was how it sounded; it emitted
a long howling sound; it was like a lament, a sad song of the kind that Bernard
only knew from church but with quite different tones. And the father answered
the whale, and the whale sang a little more, and Bernard cried for a while, he
didn’t know for how long but he cried until he realised that there was no point,
he would not be comforted this evening because it wasn’t his father standing
there in the sand, it wasn’t even a human being, it was a kind of whale man,
perhaps the only connection this whale had with land.
That was the last time Bernard went with the father hunting
whales, and after that when the father talked about whales he wasn’t quite able
to listen, and the father noticed and stopped.
(...)
Skramstad was not a large village, a mere three to four
hundred people lived there, but everyone knew that his father was different.
They avoided any mention of it, but they didn't always manage.
Nevertheless, it only happened the one time, one November
afternoon when he was ten years old and standing in Skottberg’s general store
with a basket full of shopping when someone commented on it. It had to be Mrs
Heyerdahl of course, who came from Bergen and had married the director of the
fish packing shed. She had lived for several years in the area, though she was
still a foreigner and different from the others. She was small and thin but
quite good-looking and always well turned out with her hair recently done, and
to Bernard's knowledge she never did anything. She just walked around and was
the director's wife and ran the church council and the Christmas bazaars and
that kind of thing.
When she saw two packets of rolling tobacco, cigarette papers
and matches at the top of the basket she said loudly to Skottberg: "You’re not
selling smoking accessories to the boy, are you!"
Skottberg flushed all over his round face. "It's not for the
boy," he whispered, raising both hands in defence. He turned to Bernard and
smiled. "It's for your father, isn't it?"
Bernard was unable to answer as Mrs Heyerdahl said: "He can
do his own shopping!"
"Well, it's not that easy," Skottberg said.
Mrs. Heyerdahl took two steps forward and stooped over
Bernard like a small bird of prey. "He can walk, can't he?" She always put
strong emphasis on individual words when she spoke. Bernard had noticed that
before when she was talking at the Community Centre or at Sunday school.
Bernard just nodded. There was something in her eyes that
scared him; as if she didn't like his father.
"Mrs. Heyerdahl …," Skottberg said in a low, persistent
voice. Bernard thought that it sounded as if it came from a long way away.
"No!" she said sharply. "It really won't do! And I'm not
just talking about the tobacco. It's the whole situation. I'm not at all sure
what's going on in that house. I think they are good grounds for getting the
child welfare people in to look at the case."
Skottberg cast a quick glance at Bernard and looked away
again just as quickly; he almost seemed scared. Then it was as if he pulled
himself together. He grew taller, as tall as the round figure could grow, and
the red flush over his face became even deeper and darker. "Mrs. Heyerdahl," he
said, and his voice was firm now. "These are things which we should not
interfere with as long as everything else is going well, and Bernard here is a
fine fellow and manages perfectly in every way. And now I don't want to hear
another word about the matter."
A strange expression came over Mrs. Heyerdahl’s face;
slightly frightened, slightly angry, slightly shocked, as if the grocer had
struck her.
She staggered back a step, then stiffly straightened herself
up. "If only there were somewhere else to do your shopping in this place," she
hissed, turned on her heel and swept out through the door.
Skottberg stared at Bernard for quite a while. His eyes were
strangely vacant. "Don't listen to her," he said finally. "People talk and
talk and have no idea what they're actually talking about. They're just killing
time. Everything is fine, isn't it? School and so on? You're eating
properly?"
Bernard nodded. He just wanted to get out, somewhere where
no-one could see him. His fingers were numb and his feet were cold even though
he was well wrapped up. “Everything’s fine,” he whispered.
Skottberg shook his head and gave him a smile that was as
waxen as a doll’s. “There you are. So there’s no more to talk about, is there?”
But he couldn’t meet Bernard’s eyes properly; his eyes seemed to wander past
Bernard’s eyes and fixed themselves on the wall behind him, and Bernard knew he
knew and felt the flush of shame spread across his face. Then Skottberg went to
the newspaper and magazine stand, took down a comic and stuffed it into the
shopping bag. “Take this because you’re a fine fellow,” he mumbled and he began
to tap the prices of the goods into the cash register as if he wanted Bernard
out of the shop as quickly as possible.
On his way home Bernard put down the bag, took the comic out
and was in a mood to throw it to the winds, watch it flap and flutter across the
sea and disappear. But, it was a Jukan comic after all, and he changed his
mind.]
4. Chapter 1, Part II - The Maelstrom, Pps 155 – 157
(...) Bernard lay quite still, looked up at the ceiling hoping it would begin to
shimmer and that the whales would begin to swim around in the room again. But it
didn’t happen. “I don’t want anything from you,” he whispered.
“Not yet,” the Devil said softly.
“Never.”
The Devil stood up. “Oh, we’ll see about that. Little do you
know what lies before you.” Bernard turned his gaze on him. His face was still
now, there was no longer a friendly smile there, but nor was there anything
else, just a hard, expressionless composure which frightened Bernard. He had
been frightened before, several times, but never like this; he had never known
his heart feel cold.
“I have seen you now,” the Devil said slowly and very
deliberately. “And heard you. You have attracted my attention. That cannot be
changed, it cannot be retracted. There is a bond between us now, the beginnings
of an agreement, and to seal it I am entitled to a small token of good faith.”
“A token of good faith?” Bernard whispered.
The Devil’s eyes were dark and shiny like the sea on a
winter’s night. “A token of good faith. Such as when you borrow money from a
friend and he takes …let us say your wrist watch as a token of good faith and
you will not have it returned until you pay back the money.”
“You’re not getting any token of good faith off me. I don’t
want anything from you.”
“Oh, that matter has already been taken care of, my boy.”
There was no warmth under the duvet any longer and Bernard
wished for the return of his feverishness. “What did you take?” he shouted.
The Devil just smiled and studied him before saying: “You
will find out one day. You can be sure that we will meet again. You will no
longer be cold and alone and lonely. I will always be there for you. And you
need me.”
“I don’t,” Bernard whispered.